Sunday

It make progress possible

The lump in my breast is in the trash can (actually in a pathologist’s office somewhere) but in my mind that is as good as the trash can – I have faith – no cancer cells from my breast…it is just the way it has to be.

On the chance that “God has other plans” and don’t we all remember the times when He did – I will require some radiation – my fears revolve around breastfeeding. I’m not shallow, I just know these things for sure: (1) I will survive – no doubt (2) there will be more babies (3) babies will be breast fed. Whooo – I’m sure you are thinking, sister, this is way too much information – it’s where I am right now – where life has taken me and therefore this manic momma must blog about it!

Jackson enjoyed a weekend in Houston with Mike, my step-dad, going to the NCAA Sweet Sixteen Tournament. In other words...he spent the weekend taking advantage of “man time” with his Pops - A testosterone trip! I am ready for him to get home – I need to kiss his face and listen to him yell, “MOM, that is E-nuFF of that”. I don’t mind having cooties along with every other girl in the world – it will be when the mom cooties remain and the high school girl cooties are no more – my heart will ache.

I have so much more to say – but a lot more that needs to be done around here in regards to housework and homework. I do know that I passed my Women’s Health and Role of the Nurse Practitioner Comprehensive Exams – we have not been notified about the Research Exam yet – this “not knowing” is insane – but the same instructor grades all 50 research exams – I pray for her.

I am Starbucks bound – it makes progress possible.

Any Questions?

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

I believe in the power of prayer and you are in mine...no cancer cells. And that's that.

Chrystal said...

I love you so much my sweet friend! I wish our paths crossed more often. YOU are such an inspiration.